OWN UP.

randomest conversation yet.

frshlikebangco (11:36:32 PM): excuse me is this rissa?
rissaendriga (11:49:10 PM): only if this is justin
frshlikebangco (11:49:26 PM): whos justin?
rissaendriga (11:49:30 PM): who’s rissa?
frshlikebangco (11:49:36 PM): ohh yea this is justin
rissaendriga (11:49:51 PM): nah, i don’t think this is justin
frshlikebangco (11:50:12 PM): justin who?
rissaendriga (11:50:20 PM): mike jonnneessssss

frshlikebangco (11:50:34 PM): tia tanaka
rissaendriga (11:50:48 PM): oreo cakesters
frshlikebangco (11:51:01 PM): kobe tai
rissaendriga (11:51:08 PM): web cam
frshlikebangco (11:51:22 PM): type writer
rissaendriga (11:51:27 PM): finger licker
frshlikebangco (11:51:48 PM): bottons
rissaendriga (11:51:55 PM): BULLIT
frshlikebangco (11:52:13 PM): micheal jordan
rissaendriga (11:52:18 PM): rissa endriga
frshlikebangco (11:52:42 PM): justin castillo
rissaendriga (11:53:01 PM): roland uy
frshlikebangco (11:53:07 PM): fatass
rissaendriga (11:53:17 PM): poop sucker
frshlikebangco (11:53:22 PM): iam not OCD
rissaendriga (11:53:36 PM): fart eater
frshlikebangco (11:53:50 PM): butt sniffer
rissaendriga (11:54:03 PM): nipple biter
frshlikebangco (11:54:13 PM): titty twister
rissaendriga (11:54:27 PM): tie your balls in a knot
frshlikebangco (11:54:48 PM): keep your legs closed is smells
rissaendriga (11:54:55 PM): your vagina is open
frshlikebangco (11:55:05 PM): need fresh air
rissaendriga (11:55:14 PM): pot pourri
frshlikebangco (11:55:24 PM): jungle gym
rissaendriga (11:55:42 PM): jungle JUICE
frshlikebangco (11:55:59 PM): juicy fruit
rissaendriga (11:56:39 PM): this is the weirdest conversation yet.
frshlikebangco (11:56:57 PM): conversaions are weird in general?
rissaendriga (11:57:08 PM): i agree.
frshlikebangco (11:57:19 PM): confirmed
rissaendriga (11:57:25 PM): earthquake today
frshlikebangco (11:57:38 PM): ground skaing activity
frshlikebangco (11:57:43 PM): shaking*
rissaendriga (11:57:51 PM): aftershocks
frshlikebangco (11:58:25 PM): building up for grand finale
rissaendriga (11:58:34 PM): boom boom pow

frshlikebangco (11:58:55 PM): canned peas
rissaendriga (11:59:17 PM): them chicks be jockin’ my style
frshlikebangco (11:59:44 PM): what style
frshlikebangco (12:00:10 AM): if bird where meant to fly then why do we cage them up?
rissaendriga (12:00:30 AM): to have them as pets
rissaendriga (12:00:33 AM): so that they keep us company
rissaendriga (12:00:38 AM): like dogs
frshlikebangco (12:00:48 AM): ic
frshlikebangco (12:01:33 AM): as humans can we learn to survive alone
rissaendriga (12:02:31 AM): amen, preach my nigga, preach.

diet.

good bye hot cheetos with sour cream, cream cheese & bagels, bread & butter, in n out & all the good fat stuff i usually eat.

hello nutrisystem. whole grain bullshit. =(

good bye waking up at 2pm everyday & sitting around doing nothing & just eating while i do nothing.

hello waking up at 8:30am to go take step class at the gym.

i guess it’s for my own good.. to get my megan fox body, or my audrina partridge body, throw in a little kim kardashian butt & i’m set. i think i’m lesbian.

…sike.

see you in a month!

__Lots of up & downs, smiles & frowns. That’s life, fuck the bullshit & move the fuck along.

i need to get away.

i miss aldrich valera.

I’ve been too stuck in the past, but i’m letting all of that shit go now. I’m sick & tired of always putting you fucking FIRST ALL THE FUCKING TIME. I have mucho anger inside of me, & I never really take the time to let it out. I bottle up all my emotions until it gets to the point where its bad. Of course there are times where I do have a shoulder to lean on, & I am so thankful that they’re there for me. But it’s inevitable when you’re home alone, on the couch, ain’t doing SHIT, when you’re going to be really down & upset about how the way & WHY things happened the way they did. I learned to just let it go, & keep moving forward. TIME TIME TIME TIME fuck time you son of a bitch. But it really is true, it’s just time.

BUT then again, time did get me somewhere. I knew & he knew that I deserved better, & look, I copped a cutie. $AAAAP. =)

i am so not tumblr savvy. i miss xanga.

This is for ALDIE, because I don’t know how to comment on your latest post.

All I have to say is.. my fucking dogs. sigh.